YSunday, December 12, 2010' 3:17 PM
Both: Since October this year? There's really too much problem of both of your! I really had enough!!!! Whatever i can do is just so little, i can't control those things that change as i'm just your child. I cannot scold/do anything to help. Please please STOP!! Stop saying, i'm really really feeling very very sad & disappointed. I can't either support my mom nor dad. Both of them sounds right? SO? My fault is it? I really know what both of your mean, but can the both of you think of each other?? STOP quarreling please. Both of you always say it's alright to divorce, pls don't lie la!! When you all never quarrel your look close. But why everytime just make out things? Can't both of you think more on us(bro&i)? Do you think we like/want to be abandoned? If can i really hope i can vanish NOW! Right in this moment!! I'm really tired of saying again and again, over and over again!! Just remember it okay??!!
To Mom: You've really change a lot since past. I don't like you go with your friends, cos they teach you the bad things, those things is what you won't do in the past. I can understand that every ppl need frens, but pls pls, only learn the right things alright?!! Although i'm angry with you now, but you're always there for me. I will always remember what you've done in the past, but why can't you do the same thing now?? Sometimes you'll cook when you're home from work, But now, you never! I don't even remember when is the last time you've cook for us. I thought all woman should do whatever they should at home?!! But why you're not doing now days?? And the opposite way came out, dad is doing those things. (cook, wash clothes, clean the hrs). Mummy, do you understand??? We don't want you to get cheated again!! I don't know did you lie to us, but i hope no. Pls think more on us can? Whatever i wanted to say to you ytd night, i had said! Whether or not you remember is up to you!
To Dad: I do know you work very hard, but why can't you just think more and try to understands us more? I know you can't say good word but i know whatever you've done is good for us. Maybe some way of your thinking is different from us but i can tell that it's just only a different method. I hope you can think more on yourself..
I don't even know what am i writing, just right out all my feelings at once. When can this stop, how can this stop depends on both of you. Whatever i've told the both of your i think it's already enough! Having a sore throat and i was like keep scolding and scolding, my throats really hurts. I won't forget what happen last night in my life forever, i was like a crazy. Scolding, nagging, crying ALL at once!! I'm really exhausted!!!!!!!!!!
